Yeah, I’m just about over the whole Mixed Nuts thing. I don’t make any money and it takes over ALL of my evenings and the bossman gets sasssy when I ask for a night off. Whatever to that. I shall begin looking HARDER for a different bartending position. Until then I’ll deal with just what I have on my plate. You ever wonder about those metaphors??? “I have alot on my plate”….solution: buy new dishes! or …”you’ve made your bed, now sleep in it” ….solution: try the couch. I don’t know – that’s just how I feel. I found out today the Director of Sales at the Embassy Suites I’m working at is leaving after next week, and both sales manager are looking for other positions…apparently. Um…..I just came in to help with the revenue management stuff while the real one is out poppin’ a baby, I didn’t sign up for this. Not to mention it’s under renovation so I hear drilling all day and the guys moving all the stuff do nothing but stare when I walk by. And NO, this doesn’t mean boys like me. That’s not fair, the saying is “cute boys don’t like me” and when they do it’s for about 83 seconds, then they realize they don’t like me anymore. It’s really quite sad….hm……Maybe I’ll listen to depressing music when I go to bed tonight. No…I shouldn’t I won’t wake up to music, if I fall asleep to music. That ever happen to you? Like if you fall asleep to noise, you wake up to the quiet? Stuff like that. wierd. Well I suppose that can be it for now. I get up, go to work, come home, eat, change my clothes, go to work, come home, change my clothes hop online for a couple seconds then go to bed and do it all over again the next day. I have the life 8 year olds look up to I’m sure…..

New favorite saying “I’ll catch you Kats later.” don’t know why, it just….is