SO……..I have a picture of Cleveland in my wallet. Let it be known NO picture of ANY boy I’m with has EVER been in my wallet. I have pictures of my family (most important people) and pictures of John (duh!). Closest I think to carrying photos of boys with me was in a little picture holder thing that looks like its for business cards that kaza gave me a while ago – still have it – but I think at one point a picture of Colin was in there, and at that point we weren’t even dating, so I guess it still doesn’t count. So there’s that, I carry his picture in my wallet and I have 3 pics of us up in my room. If I had these pics on a CD or on my computer I would of course post them, but I didn’t think of it when I turned in my 35 mm film today at my local wally world. Even when they give the option to put it on a CD I didn’t think of it. Guess I’m still old fashioned when it comes to peekchas. Its a work in progress and I’m hoping I’ll get one for Christmas – I have been hoping that for almost 3 years by the way so pretty sure it won’t happen. Not a big deal – the camera will make itself known to me and be mine when the time is right – like other things in my life.
I promise once Beauty and the Beast is over I’ll have a party or something at one of your houses ( cause mine’s too small and its in santa maria. . . )and we’ll do the Cleveland intro.
15 shopping days – and kaza it puked xmas here in santa maria day after thanksgiving, hopefully we’ll find time for you to come and see it before it goes away. Now the rest of you don’t get upset – she’s here everyday and she is one person, inviting everyone over means I would have to clean, prepare food (have sister prepare food, she’s better at it than me) and its a big committment of time, something I dont’ have right now – so no one get jealous and kaza come see the house.
I have a critical paper to write for theatre history, an essay to write for Professionalism “what is the most important virtue of a porfessional actor? Why? How does this ethic practically effect one’s professinoal conduct? Assert and Support” is what the assignment says.
I purchased Emmet Otter’s jugband christmas today at my local wally world – its the family favorite and its finally on DVD so I have one and I’m giving one to my mom before christmas – I can’t make her wait, she has to watch it before Christmas.
I bought 2 pairs of pants today, one is a 14Long, one is a 12Long – someone be happy for me cause in march I was an 18/20 and hating life. Now at least I feel human, and kaza I’ve done SO good on the fat jokes – lack there of, you’d be proud. I have a different kind of confidence lately, even before Cleveland, but of course that counts too because he makes me feel like i’m the only person in the world that matters to him. (sigh)….OH! gotta get to the theatre. Everyone’s back from being sick, don’t think I’ll go on anymore for the run but it was definately fun and I have a pressing want to dye my hair that green color in the picture i posted earlier, it just screams fun!
Semester is done at the end of next week, then its just the show til 12/22/05 and stga through the break. I’m not going to Utah (sad face) husband can’t get it off work, and I was going to visit Ro in NY but I don’t think I can do that anymore either so I’ll be around here for X-mas and New Years ladies and gents. . . can we say “thank you adult time?” anyone?