People:
John in July in T-2 days 18 1/2 hours…….I tend to write in here in the middle of the night. I was exhausted earlier. Slept for like an hour when I got home, got up for water and haven’t gone back to sleep. I think I just have stuff on my mind….so here goes

Kaza comes home in 10 days, yay! YOUR SPARE CHANGE IS NEEDED TO SEND ME TO GO BACK WITH HER FOR A WEEK. PG found a couple deals, both around $350 for a round trip ticket leaving from SLOville.

ps. kaza – we have to see Sapphire Moon and Sweeney Todd while your here

Plantboy may come and visit, come to skarieokie and stuff. That means everyone has to go to Sunset so he CAN meet everyone. More on that as it comes in.

Sapphire Moon Revisited opens next thurs 7/22, plays for 2 weeks. Thurs night, Fri night and Sat night

Relay-for-Life fundraiser/event/silent auction/BBQ/Car wash THING is Sunday July 25, 2004. Come by Sunset Dunes, tell your friends, email your ENTIRE address book, tell everyone at work. go GO GGGOOOOOOOO!!!!

Food:
I want Lemon Chicken.

Sides:
There are heroes, and enemies. Who are you? Can you be both? Do you wake up one day as a hero, and fall asleep as an enemy? Which would you rather be in a certain situation? This can go back to the mini talk about “Wicked” and who is REALLY wicked and stuff. I don’t know -go with it, it’s what’s on my mind right now. There are people in my life that I feel save it, sometimes they are heroes – sometimes they are enemies……..but are they MY hero and MY enemy?

Jobs:
Interviewed today for a receptionist position at a property managemnt place, thing. It was “fleh” as mahroomah says. I probably could’ve walked away with it if I was willing to give up my acting and performind and stuff. They want someone who wants to grow in the company into a whatever. I said I don’t want to be in a field or industry that DOESN’T allow room to grow, but it doesn’t mean that field looks like a desk Mon-Fri 8am-5p. So there was that. Starbucks called me and wants to hire me so I’ll go in friday to the new one in AG and fill out paperwork and stuff. It’s money, it’s SOMETHING and right now i need SOMETHING. I don’t know, maybe Im’ too picky,but there are somethings I will not do, and somethings I will not give up just to make some extra dough. right now, Who I am is more important to me than what I do.

songs:
“This is the day” ; The The
“Liberation” ; Pet Shop boys
“This Love” ; Maroon 5
“Honey and the Moon” ; Joseph Arthur

Suprised its not John? yah…….me too.

Other Things:
Laundry
Gym
My guitar
My wrists, and their CONSTANT popping
My left ankle that I rolled almost 2 weeks ago still hurts
My right knee STILL doesn’t let me do certain things – whatever. I hurt it in FEBRUARY

People I miss and haven’t seen for a while (other than mahroomah):
~ Shawn Jacques
~ Roger Rabbit
~ PG, haven’t seen her since I moved back, HI! – whatever….that’s a lie, she came closing night of Angry Housewives…… but STILL
~ Cortney, Randy & Caleb!!!!!!

Questions:
~ When someone says they “heart” you, what’s that mean? It’s different for different people isnt’ it? hhmmm……
~ How do YOU feel about nicknames typically used in a relationship? Like Honey, or baby, …stuff like that
~ When will I sleep an entire night through without waking up thinking about my life, the men in it, where I am, how I got here, and how i’ll get out?
~ What are you willing to do for someone you love?; You willing to give up something, or someone in exchange for this love?; or even give up something small to “prove” it?

And that’s all I got, maybe now I’ll sleep soundly and securely.

12 points to whomever figures out where the lyrics from the subject line come from