I just sort of sat back and smiled and shook my head watching Joelzero and Missloo12 go back and forth agreeing and disagreeing. And I’m not sure if I need to explain or not –
I know I could’ve dropped it, let go – forgave him and forgot about all that “highschool” stuff. The thing is, I really and truly honestly felt like I needed to talk to him about it. Like I needed to let him explain his side and me mine. When he came across the way he did the first couple emails I thought Ok, we’ll both be adults and learn to not build tension when either of us are in a room with many others, learn to work with eachother in the event we are cast together but all in all just tolerate eachothers presense without drama……………I was wrong. He’s a drama queen and holds on to drama like birdshit on a window. And I guess all I know from this is not to bother again. I’m fine, I feel contentwith my responses I feel they represented me where I was and when I was. If he wants to moan and groan and cry his way through life about his so called past – let him. I’ve finally let go of my anger and resentment. He has his own issues, obvioulsy, he needs to workout.
and Zannie – I meant 7 (lol, I’ve obvioulsy hit “9” to many times)
Posted on June 9, 2005, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 3 Comments.
As long as you’re happy 🙂
I tend to talk to people I have had drama with in the past… it’s an urge.. i like to call it scab-picking. 🙂
It’s so awesome to be able to finally let go of anger and resentment. I did that for my ex without having to talk to him. But I also am thankful I knew him because now I know what I don’t want and will keep away from people like him.
Hooray for you getting that out of the way!