Aiyani Mersai

Not that I even WANT to look at this thing anymore…..BUT so you know 12 hours in the past 3 days later I had to do a “System Recovery” on my computer here at home…………..Lost EVERYTHING I had added to it since I purchased it in May 2003 – oh Joy, oh CRAP. So that’s that.

Terrible day, computer issues among others – and now on the phone with Roger Rabbit who is cheering me up. Wonderful caring call from my Seanah and funny text’s from Kaza and Seanah today. Gotta call Kaz back tonight!

January Birthday’s:
Shawn Jacques – 1/5
Mentor – 1/13
Jen Cousins “D” – 1/13
Smurf – 1/30
* if your birthday is in January please let me know, that and your favorite ice cream – thanks

I’m really busy today at work………it’s 12:30 and I’ve been done with everything,but a couple random filing things,since 9:14.

I had an audition today for a Target Commercial. I had to salsa dance. I got called yesterday from Cavaleri & Assoc. about it that I should wear a twirly sort of skirt and heels and take salsa music. Well……..I don’t have a twirly skirt or salsa music. So I showed up at the address in Hollywood sporting a pair of black cottong dance/jammie pants and a John Mayer shirt. Hair tied back in a ponytail. All the girls were WAY decked out. Sassy Skirts, REALLY high heels – good hair. And they looked great and all, but I thought they wanted me to dance? So I filled out the info sheet that asks me my name my agent and all my sizes wah wah wah and they took a polaroid pic to attach to it. A couple girls when in at a time and then the guy just called me in by my self. Didn’t read to far into it though. I set my crap down and told him I didn’t have a twirly skirt or salsa music but I brought “this” and handed him the Sarah McLachlan Remixed CD and smiled. He said that was great but he still needed me to salsa – I said sure. Then he slated me (Look in camera “Aiyani Mersai” and turn and show both profiles). then turned on the music and said go for it. So I danced for like 1-2 minutes and that was that. Fun.

Last night Seanah and I had dinner at some yummy chinese food place in Pasadena – I never go there (Pasadena) it’s nice, has a snooty SLO feeling. Fun stores everywhere on the “strips”. Poor Seanah was on the phone when I got to her trying to figure out how the puppy was going to go with since all of a sudden he weighed too much and needed another form that said he’d be allowed to travel in 20 degrees. DOGGIE DRAMA!!! Which is SOOOOOOO not what she needed! They were going to have to pay an obsene amount of money extra because of this and it was just no good – no deals. But I just spoke to her and everything was fine, the people at the airport didn’t make her pay more (there’s a HUGE difference in $80 and $565 isn’t there?) But i’m sure she’ll put all of this and that on her page when she gets there and settled. She is gonna call me when she gets there so I know she’s safe and by the way Kaza reported today 7 degrees with a wind chill. yikes!! Those New Yorkers are insane. Who says I’m going there????? (Smack!!!!)

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Toy Talk – Today’s Toy: Sit-n-Spin
You’re in charge!! Take the wheel and Spin!!!!!!!!! So We sit on the bottom and grab the wheel and turn it and everything spins…….well WE spin, not everything. Let’s look at the “funner” (funner is not a word, this I know) side of our personalities. Now the sit-n-spin is always colorful, which would represent the “fun side of us. But once we sit and start turning…..the room spins, our insides get confused and when we stop we’re dizzy and we laugh. We as humans DO want to engage the party side of us ever so often. Some more than others – of course. And we will wrap up around something fun and colorful and be in charge of how fast we want to go or how slow. Can you imagine the sit-n-spin drunk? hahaha. Not recommended. My advice? Take time to spin, go out more and play more, stay in control but let loose, if you get to dizzy step off, it will be there to play with another day.

I need another job, well a different job. I believe this weekend I will go and apply at some restraunts and bars and what not….hhm….suggestions are appreciated and encouraged.

Kind of Fun and Funny

Aiyani= Expert Pupil, Princess Aiyani = Dynamic Assasin, and….Mrs. John Mayer = Phantom Killer

Wu Name

I don’t really have anything to say. Today I was introduced to a candidate for the Director of Sales position. Now, as the “Sales Assistant” I found it a little odd that I’d be invited to….well for lack of better phrasing….interview her. And then my jig was further thrown when I was under the assumption that I’d get to ask her some questions “what are your expectations……what do you look for in an assistant”, but instead she started with “I understand you moved out here to pursue acting?” shortly followed by “I wouldn’t really recommend pursueing the entertainment industry as most of them are all self absorbed….Ron Howard is very kind though”
um……..what???!!!! Why when we’re supposed to discuss hotel stuff and throw getting to know eachother in the professional sense does she say things liket that. Mahroomah would understand the catch phrase “couldn’t get a word in edgeswise” as this pertains mainly of course to the meaning itself but ALSO pertaining to one who only speaks of themself. It is one thing to be part of a conversation where you don’t ever get to put your 2 cents in, but when the person only talks of themself; it’s somehow different. (thank you cologne man) So I found myself just listening and then she’d get back to asking me about my acting career. She asked if I thought I Photographed well, and then; before I could answer – went into the difference between a camera man and a photographer…….um…..ok….thanks.

On an entirely different note…but not….I have an interview tomorrow, and if it goes well I will put my 2 weeks in here at LAXHD – that’s all you get for now.

No Tickets for John Yet…..the go on sale to Fans tomorrow at 10am, Hell I’d go by myself if I had the $30-$40 to spare – but we’ll see………if it’s meant to be it will be.

Called my gym today AGAIN. Now I am supposed to get charged $25 on the 15th every month, automatically taken out of my bank account. And on December 5th I was charged $45 which also caused a $21 fee to my bank as an overdraft fee. SO – I’ve been calling them almost everyday since then to get if fixed. Today I got a least 1 answer. I was told I got charged the extra $20 because originally no the first there were no funds in my account. To which I replied “Well my CONTRACT states a deduction on the FIFTEENTH not the First, which is WHEN there would have been money in there for you. So that is still unacceptable” Then he said, oh – he would look into that further and call me again. No call since. GETTING ANGRY. Thinking of joining the 24 hour fitness in Glendale, it’s like $30 a month but there’s always a sign up fee – so we’re looking at $200 to sign up at a better gym. Money I obviously don’t have right now. So I will just keep swimming with what I have. The whole is not as deep, but it still exists so….again ” a work in progress.

Seanah will be in LaLa Land tomorrow evening and I will say my goodbye’s to her then. so….

To Seanah:
After hearing tons of people ask me how it was down here, and telling me how hard it was (and you KNOW they didn’t really know)after hearing people say reaching for the stars was this, and looking to be a moviestar was that I just looked at someone one day and said “you know I’m not there to follow a dream, I’m there to reach a goal” So, I encourage you to stay focused and know that you are given these talents and these opportunities for a reason. And yes there is competition – but you will stand out when it is your time to do so. Until then, it’s all practice. =D, that’s my 2 bits.

40 minutes til I’m gone for the day. yay.

I arrived last night by 7pmish into Oceano to go to a baby shower, then picked up Ro (Robin Wolf) in SLO to get to Seanah’s last night at SkarieOkie. No one knew I was going to be there. I wanted to surprise everyone, especially my Seanah. They (left, right a roger rabbit) were supposed to call me when they were singing but at 10pm when they walked in I peeked around the corner of a plant and Seanah had the most priceless happy surprised face I’ve ever seen. Then we were screaming and jumping like we hadn’t seen eachother in months – but you know when you start doing your “lasts” the “last saturday night skarieokie” seeing people seems more exciting somehow. We played all night. We danced; we sang. There were only like 12 people in the bar the entire night and it was wonderful to just sit and hang out with the family. But I hope no one out there feels I left them out by not letting them know I was in town – my mommie didn’t even know ….ok? It was really spur of the moment, let’s surprise Seanah and leave the next day sort of thing.

I stayed at Ro’s house in SLO then got up and went to breakfast with myfavoritesister then went to Wally World then came home. I got here by about 4:30pm. My room is a disaster, I’m still unpacking x-mas gifts, finding places even for small random things is difficult. I haven’ caught up on my sleep so I think I’ll either do my nails or take a nap, either way eventually I’ll have to clear off my bed to get to it so I can sleep.

Tomorrow starts the “Star VIP” names for seeing John. I *am* a “Star VIP” and every hour at the top of the hour from 7a-12a they will announce a Star VIP by name and they will have 30 minutes to call in and claim their tickets. It’s for his concert here at the Universal Amphitheatre………..(insert John prayers here) and then once every day they will announce someone who won the trip to Canada to see John there on February 14. (looks up above monitor and takes in a quick breath and lets out long sigh with a silly/stupid grin)

I shall go and find food and sleep and clean my room and bla bla bla……….maybe I’ll play on the piano a bit first.

Catch you Kats Later

I am:
funny………..to some of you this comes as no surprise, to others this is news – and IF this is news you are NEW to the worldofaiyani.com and this sounds VERY conceted but – to honest ….”today” I’m funny. SOOOOO busy at work; like I “always” am I called PG, Roger Rabbit and my mommie and spoke with all the above for like an hour each. Though it was not one of my “better” days, I was upset – same old reasons same old shtuff – somedays I’m ok and cool, somedays are hard. Today was hard – so I talked with friends all day. But none of this explains why i’m funny. I’m sitting here with husband and we were talking about websites and I said “is there a http://www.straight.com? as in to “find” someone – we both just stared CRACKING up. funny funny funny. So that’s why i’m funny.

I am:
a little tired. I haven’t recovered from last weeks no sleep and this week is no different. And last night, though I was home by 11:30 I wasn’t tired per say. So I stayed up til 1am – BIG mistake, tired all day.

I am:
Going to miss Seanah, and am sad I don’t get to play tomorrow night – CALL ME girls so I can hear you sing!!!! I shall be there in spirit.

I am:
Over boys that are dumb. I’m cool with boys that can be where I am, or just play around, or hanging out but when they are dumb – they’re dumb. But then again as a stupid crazy over-analyzing girl; I’m dumb too. Did I mention that JP called me to say Happy New Year – 17 points to the man a mile away. 10 points to Plantboy for calling at 2am, 50 points to mommie and family on speaker phone for being the first to call, and 5 points to Roger Rabbit who said he would’ve called if he wasn’t taking care of friends and such – well done people.

I am:
fat…….that’s all – a work in progress (as always) but rest assure, I am…..

I am:
going to drink my cares away tonight at home, Captain Coke’s until I can’t stand on my own. Oh Joy.

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Toy Talk; Today’s Toy: Playdough
In addition to the many accesories that are out for the playage of playdough, playdough itself is just fun isn’t it? It’s colorful, and squishy. On the down side, it smells wierd (which discourages us from putting it in our mouths. good move toy companies.), and once you smoosh different colors you can’t separate them out again, and though it doesn’t stain you fingers getting it under you nails is no fun either. SO, having said that…..let us find ourselves as hands or clay. Are you the hands or the clay? Do you want to molded or do the molding? And, are the hands that mold you a parent? a friend? or a special someone? We as people, different colors, shapes, sizes yearn for change – CONSTANT change. We’re NEVER happy with what we have. We want something, we get it – we’re over it, and want something else. Hence all the playdough accesories. “now you can make your own playdough spaghetti!” The thing with playdough though, is that the colors remain, they never take on a combined color. Yellow and Blue Playdough do not make green playdough, red and blue playdough do not make purple playdough. So unfortunately by choosing being playdough you don’t get to change “who” you are just what you look like from time to time. But then, do you “want” to change who you are? Or is it safe and better not to combine? At any rate, you will change – there’s no stopping it, but you know that you have at least left your mark on the hands that attempt to mold you by getting under their nails and leaving a residue of who you are on them. You DO affect people who come in your life. You can be molded in to different ways, but when it comes down to it – you are just you. And that’s ok.

I shall go and eat some food now.

And someone PLEASE tell me how to fix it so my entries are not all squished to one side – “stupid piece of shoe”

thanks bye