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My mental state of mind:
is being troubled by learning to ring in, write on cups, and make things like “iced 1/2 caf quad Venti peppermint Nonfat with whip lattes” then there’s stuff like what is the “default” for drinks like that? 2 shots? 3 shots? is THAT why we SAY and write on the cup “4” on the shots box. Espresso? Syrup? Pumps? Have a great day. You guys can’t WAIT to hear my horror story. I guess the only problem is I’m frustrated learning new things and Matt and Jeff were there again today. Called ’em on their stuff and they’re like ‘what are you talking about’ ….”we’re just playing around” and I just said, I’m trying to learn and YOU need to be encouraging and less negative. The response to that? “you need to watch your attitude” (medium sigh) I KNOW they are playing, but I FLAT OUT SAID to stop and I go THAT. Oh well. I’m sure I’ll be fine throwing sarcasm around once I remember stuff like how many pumps of syrup and shots go into tall, grande, and venti whatevers. Then there’s tea, and iced drinks, and extra stuff. Don’t get me wrong – I’m willing to take the adventure, but doesn’t one desire a tension free, negative free atmosphere. Today? I made alot of Carmel Fraps – that’s nice. Learned how to steam milk, SHEISTAH if you’re not careful it goes EVERYWHERE. So do frappucino’s if they’re blended to thick. Gotta remember to burp them. NOW – If you have any questions regarding Starbucks do feel free to ask. I can’t give away recipes and what not, but you know – ask away. hahahahahahaha
My Physical State:
Fat. Can’t work out lately because of my back. Not that I was thin or in shape for a moment there but still. Stretching is the only option, so I do that – but I know it’s not gonna make me lose weight. I hate my life.
My Emotional State:
(BIG sigh) well. I gotta tell ya, I’m a lost toy. I thought I knew what I was doing, I thought I was fine, and I’m not. I’m just not. I’m happy one moment, then sad the next. Someone told me I wanted my cake and I want to eat it too. Uh….yah – doesn’t everyone, problem is I’m looking at 2 different cakes. I lean towards one, I’m content with my decision then I look back and the other piece looks yummy too. THAT’s the problem. And I KNOW that’s not fair to anyone, or either piece of cake. It’s just that, my heart aches. And that’s all. My heart aches. It’s heavy, it weighs so heavy sometimes the rest of my body follows. I slouch, my face droops and I dont’ walk with my head up. I don’t know what to do to fix it. Somethings won’t go away, or change – others’ I don’t want to anways. Somethings I want to pursue, others I don’t or can’t. Either way I hurt, and I’m hurting others. …………Don’t get close to me – is the best I can come up with for advice. I’m not on fire and will burn you, I’m not so cold that you can’t get in, think of it more as iron doors. The room has reached capacity and no one knows what to do. Is there a party? Are we sittin’ and having coffee? Or is it time to clean the room up a bit?
I also want to say as my semi-advice: Don’t shut me out. Open the communicative gates. Talk to me, tell me what you’re thinking and in return I will do the same. Time is all that is truly definate at this point, don’t waste anymore.
Gone to State:
The Riksters baseball team (11 year olds) are still in the state championships down south. HOW COOL AND CUTE IS THAT. He’s soooooo amazing that kid. He’s good at EVERYTHING. Baseball, Basketball, and Soccer – always wonderful. They have to lose 2 times then they’re out of the run for it, so far they have not lost any games. This is the first time in a LONG LONG time that AG has taken a youth team to state.
I’m starving and have not had any food today. I’ve been awake since……10am, it’s almost 6pm. Time to eat already. Leave your comments in the box, your attitude at the door, and careful…… a discussion on Lego’s is approaching via toy talk.
The Long Weekend
A triumph. (kaza knows what that’s from, do you?)
Kaza arrived safely on friday – if you haven’t seen her yet, you lag or maybe she does? hahahaha, ok ok ok ok ok. We went and saw the new nephew; Rory Michael, then saw Sweeny Todd – my review follows:
SWEENEY TODD
Chameleon Productions brings out only the best in the community for a production of such dark atmosphere, messages and realizations of who people are, were, could be, and maybe want to be. The cast illuminates the stage with their talent. The cast, supported by a (I think) 9-piece orchestra, and a stage crew of 5+ (?) tells the story of Sweeny Todd, the Demon barber of fleet street. Without ruining the plot by any means,the show is about a Barber who murders the men that come in for a shave, and Mrs. Lovett (shop underneath the barber shop) makes them into meat pies, and sells them to the people of London. ……Told you it was dark. Mike Howard’s Sweeney Todd reflects the anger of banishment and escape when he returns to London. Hating the place, but needing to seek revenge for he and his family that were torn apart years ago, he sets up shop – as being a barber is all he knows to be. It makes him complete. And he definately brings the show a sense of solidness with his deep resinating vocal talents. Some of us didn’t know he could sing that low, or that high. Jenny Shaheen portrays the slightly off-kilter meat pie-maker Mrs. Lovett. She is perfectly distracted and borderline eccentric. Ideas just seem to pop in her head – more so to help herself and her business and Mr. Todd then the population of London. Her voice is a joy to listen to and her diction is appreciated while singing and speaking. Dori Duke, brings wonderful confusion to the story. Being a poor old beggar woman one moment and attempting to sell herself the next. She is crazy, but she sees what others do not, senses that there IS evil and apart of her knows who Sweeny Todd REALLY is. The young girl who played Joanna is nameless to me, but her young voice is strong and she brings a great innocence to the story. Brandt Michaels is no surprise to the stage, his voice becomes stronger with each show he is apart of. He brings sentiment and some sensitivity to the story playing Antony, the young man in Love with Joanna. Jason Champeau. The Judge. You will dislike him, you will disagree with him, you will not want to clap after he sings. And not because he can’t – Jason has a marvelous voice, very strong – what he sings OF rather, is disturbing and perhaps more uncomfortable than the story of Sweeney Todd. He is without a doubt, perfectly disgusting. Short lived roll – Pireli. Played by Mark Rohner – like no Pireli I’ve ever seen. A performance that definately stands out due to the insanely funny facial expressions, the outfit, the accent(s) and stiff body almost like a robot. ps – and amAzing voice on Mr. Rohner. Toby, Tobias played by Mike, who’s last name escapes me. I wished his volume was turned up a bit and I am under the impression his voice didnt’ feel like showing up opening night. Perhaps a cold, or the tech week got to him. A bit scratchy and harsh – maybe the part was too high too. Don’t know – either way. The character he allows to unfold during the story starts out young and eager, and of course learning the secrets of Mr. Todd and Mrs. Lovett bring him to a state of shock and assumed insanity. Oddly enough, he IS the innocent one, and if the story continued, I’m sure the audience would feel terrible as to what could or would happen to him because of what he knows versus what others saw at the end. The chorus of what appeared to be at least 20 were strong, and assisted everywhere with the story. A small group of I believe 5 or 6 appeared on a balcony at one time while Sweeney Todd was writing a letter. A perfect combination of vocal talents. The chorus ranged in ages and all brought a great sense of sound to the story sucking you in immediately at the beginning, then leaving you absolutely impressed at the end. The set was large, movable, breath taking, and full of surprises. Who knew one 2 story box could be the place setting of 4 or 5 places in London. That would be Dana Shaheen and Dave Linfield. The imagination of Mr. Shaheen will never cease to amaze me, and quite frankly his name being involved in ANY production would result in my viewing of it and more than likely wanting to be a part of it. The lighting accented the scenes without being confusing or to flashy. Dark and deep looked as it should, bright and chipper with someone like Joanna – seemed perfect. The opening night difficulties were seldom but happened. The trap door where victims were sent from Mr. Todd to Mrs. Lovett didn’t work a couple times, mics and sound blipped off and on and the last song we could barely hear Mike Howard. But lets rewind a bit and congratulate Jake Maguire for not squirming when nothing happened for him and the trap door – he just disappeared at blackout. And a huge applause to Dori Duke as well. Nothing happened for her either, she lay there, and with Mr. Todd talking in front of her – if you didnt’ pay attention, she somehow just had slid into it, without sound, with minmal movement. Either you caught it or you didn’t. Beautiful improv! and working with sets. Overall – I’m utterly impressed. So much that I DO desire to see it again – and I think a raffle or something for the audience should happen where we get to go backstage and see the set and the trap door and view the world from Sweeney Todd’s eyes – just a thought, just a wish. Go see it. For Dates and Times Go Here. I promise you will not be disappointed. Congratulations cast and crew of Sweeney Todd.
MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING
Ahhhhh the Shakespeare Festival. Always difficult for me to see Shakespeare. I come from a place of never really understanding what goes on. However the players were sure to reveal the story to me this year. New faces to me, and no program avail, I will only be able so say so much. Matt Hansen is HYSTERICAL and wonderful. The show was placed in the 40’s. A saylor fell in love with a girl by the name of Hero (?), then he was told by, I believe…her brother?….she was not as “innocent” as she says and on the wedding day he says he will not marry her. Charles Hayek is the enemy???!!!! But he’s the brother? Why would he do that – cause he’s just evIl!!! And a nod to the Sir Charlemagne for a grand mischevious performance. His helpers? Bo Wolf. Bo, it was fun seeing this side of him. To get back at him, so to speak, the plan is to allow him to belief the news had killed her. He later finds out the news he was told, was false, but also that she did not die -and THAT part works out great. Hero’s cousin, in another part of the story, refuses to fall in love until she over hears her friends saying how much another saylor loves HER. And later the Saylor who supposedly loves her over hears a conversation that SHE loves HIM. Don’t we love it when our friends and family play matchmakers. Both parties were brilliant and fun and funny and kept me in the story. The dancing was cute and a well use of the stage. An applause to the cast and crew for telling a good story, and a fabU idea to set it at a different time. Made it that much more fun for me!
Then it was to Skarieokie. Tiresome night, but fun. Ro sang Cabaret and Kaza and I did our chair dance. I sang All That Jazz and the girls helped with the dancing sassy!!! That’s ALWAYS fun. And Michael sang one of my favorites – Red House by Jimi Hendrix. Kaza and I had a chair dance happening for that one too. Think more saucy then Cabaret (wink wink) Then it was home, a long talk, a good talk – and asleep by 4am.
The alarm went off at 8:17am and I was supposed to hit it once. After the 4th time I got out of bed and in the shower and got over to Sunset for the fundraiser event. Washing cars all day? Cool cool, well – my back didn’t think so. but “GLADIATORS READY??!!!!” Kept me, and I think some others going. It’s just something I would shout out after a car was watered down and ready for washing or drying. Pretty nice turn out, dont’ know how much money raised but I’m sure it was somwhere between 50 and 100 cars…..at least that’s what my back says to me. I stayed after and took over for Dave hosing down the parking lot and got all the dirt to the street. That took longer than I thought…..then me and Rich sat down, had some dinner – prime rib hahahahaha YUM, and a drink. Thank you 7&7 and it was home to shower. THEN off to Brighteyes house to take to the hottub offer. My back was/IS killing me so I went to Michaels house and he helped me ice it and change over to heating it and back and forth. We started watching Monty Python and I eventually fell asleep. I dont’ remember climbing into bed but I remember having to pee at like 7am and having to walk down the stairs to do it. Then climbed back up and I have no idea what Michael said when he left but I think I said “have a good show.” Obviously I was wiped out.
The rest of the week? Starbucks on Tues, Wed, Fri and Sun. Sapphire moon I wanted on Friday, Kaza wants thursday – so we’ll probably go then. Thought I had to work thurs, but I don’t. So thursday will probably be fine. I know some people discourage the thursday night as there is no pick up – but i’m sure it will be fine. Skarieokie on saturday night – and slumber party. $10 and RSVP is required, and if you don’t know “why” we’re having it you don’t get to stay!!!! I’ll give you a hint, she got here safely friday – thanks.
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ok – i just wrote for like 1/2 hour hit something and it disappeared. Without draggin on, but wanting to get out my thoughts – here is a recap:
– Started ringing people up at starbucks today. during my break gotta tall vanilla frap, NEVER had one before. Went outside to call kaza and heard her order one then we laughed because neither one of us had ever had one before. We love us
– She’ll be here in 2 days, less than that. 35 hours. The bummer part is I don’t think I can go back with her. I’m trying!!!! I don’t have the mula, my parents don’t have it, they’re helping me enough as it is. Flying out of SLO is around $370+, flying from Long beach $250+ and flying from LAX $220+ That sounds great and all but my car would be where???…..and….gas money? So if I “could” go why not just fly out of SLOville. wah wah wah.
– The Karate Kid is on, I haven’t seen it in a LONG time. You know it was released in 1984. How old do YOU feel (NOTHING FROM YOU KAZA I MEAN IT!!!!!) I feel old.
– Plantboy may or may not come out this weekend to visit. I know some people want to meet him to put a name with a face, I know he wants to meet my friends – best part is he doesn’t really know anyones names he says “nahnnah” and “kaza” and “smurf” and “brighteyes” it’s awesome (like a hotdog………thank you eddie izzard)
– Sometime soon, while kaza is in town we will be having a viewing of Eddie Izzard at Camelot. If you live there – I asked Brighteyes, kinda volunteered your house actually………..so! hope it’s ok – if not, we’ll find another way!!!! BUT WE MUST DO THE VIEWING WHILE SHE IS IN TOWN
– My brother Rik’s baseball team is going to state – how cool is that?
– I’m still fat, the gym hates me sometimes. My stupid knee, my dumb ankle and now my back – the year for injuries. I’m sure my “fatness” has something to do with my eating habbits. I dont’ eat junk, but I know I’m not getting enough water or veggies. Dadda always has chicken and tuna around and red meat and potatoes and THE rice…..kind of a take on Vicki’s rice, but a la Mersai. He’s made it all my life, and once you taste it you can’t NOT have it if it’s available to you.
– I’m tired now and will go to sleep, helping clean Michael clean his house tomorrow.
ps. Plantboy gave me this link to use “Semagic” to update my lj – so this is kind of a test. 1, 2……3
John in July
First…..”right now, everything you want is wrong” is from a beautiful song called “honey and the moon by Joseph Arthur” I don’t know any more of his songs, just that one – and it’s very pretty and cute and he has a cool voice. Kinda sounds like the Jars of Clay guys.
I’m a little tired from the trip and the troubles before the big day (John Concert!!!!) BUT I will throw in here as much as I can with the energy I have left.
So, I’m in my room friday night, laundry’s going, I’m gettin’ ready to go to BrightEyes house for the John weekend. I bend down to pick a piece of paper, go to put it in the garbage – but OH NO, can’t get back up. I don’t know how many of you remember when I pulled my back a couple years ago during Sweet Charity – but it was like that. I couldn’t stand up. I stayed hunched over on my floor curled up not able to breathe right away. Took a few minutes then was able to get to my bed. Laying down I called out to Ben and he brought me an ice pack. FREAKING OUT. I WILL NOT MISS JOHN!!!!!!!!!! WILL NOT HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!! I didn’t care what kind of pain I had to endure, it would be worth it. Call B.E, Call Daaannnaa, call michael. Change of plans – not staying at Camelot, staying at home to alternate ice pack, and heating pad Michael brought over, and tossed back about 800 mg of Ibuprofen. I was able to barely turn over to have michael change the ice pack to the heating pad, but eventually was sorta standing and able to go PEE! Which was nice, since I had been needing to go. Michael made me something to eat and grabbed my clothes out of the dryer and I started packing. He got mad when I was moving around too much (I know kaza….I wasn’t supposed to do anything!!! but I NEEDED to pack) so Michael asked if he could help, “no” that was a lie. But I’m not going to show my weaknesses!!!!!! So I finished packing – kinda, and Michael tucked me in and left at about 1:30am. I was still awake till about 2 or 2:30am Woke up at 6am, just uncomfortable and tired but unable to sleep. Dadda was walking by at the same time I woke up and asked how I was doing. ok – but not great. He said coffee was ready if I wanted any. ok – but I just lay there and tried to sleep more. The landscapers were ready to go by 8am, so I heard the lawnmower go off and I knew I wouldn’t be sleeping anymore. So I got up, kind of able to move, lil bit better than the night before – but not great. The girls would be there by 9:30ish, so I finished gettin’ stuff together and layed down til they did. The we loaded up, dadda told me to take an ice pack for the hotel, B.E reminded me too, and the heating pad thing. First stop was McD’s for breakfast then on the road.
Got to LAXBR – that’s the Embassy Suites in Brea by about 1:30. Then I had to lay down more, ice pack in freezer, heating pad ready to go. We watched Look who’s talking then the girls went to the mall across the way for food. I took a shower and layed down more. Bobby got there around 5:30, we left by 6:17pm – as hoped!!!
(That’s me and John’s anniversary. lol)Popped some pain killers and we were on our way.
The Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre in Irvine. The Line up? DJ Logic, Maroon 5, and John Mayer. But first to the bathroom to pee then over to the Star 98.7 stage. They took like 4 to 6 people/teams to the stage and were going to test their John Mayer skills. They play a song, 1 person sings along, and whoever does the best won stuff. My biggest fan of the evening, Daaannnaaaa yelled for me so much I got up there and claimed the leopard print couch all to myself. Then it was who wants to go first…I DO…or I WILL came out of my mind. The guy said he’d play a random John Mayer song and I’d have to sing along and then they’d stop playing it and I’d have to go on by myself. Piece of cake. Music please. “aaahhhhh – 83. From Room for squares, not the original release, not the black CD – the RE-release with the orange squares” then I started singing it, boppin around and he turned it down and I did fine. Next person, then the next and next. Then the winner is???………number 1. Aiyani!!!!!!! (was there really ever a doubt in ANYONE’s mind??? lol) So I got a free “The Grid” shirt, guess it’s on TNT I’m told and a free Star Lounge CD from 2002. FabU. I like winning things, I like being the BEST, I liked that couch……..I like free stuff!!! yes sir, I’ll take a small slice of humble pie – thank you.
To the seats then. First balcony section behind the orchestra seating is…….Loge 6, row EE, seats 615, 616, 617, 618. OOOOOOOOOO, I sat in 617 – after all…….it’s our anniversary!!!!!!!!1111one – =) I sit and look out, I’m in the very middle of the stage. GUYPATTERSON!!!!! (that means “wonderful” btw) so I just can stare at him all night.
Maroon 5 takes the stage first, I dont’ know all their songs they sung, but they were cool. Yes they sung This Love, Harder to Breathe, and Beauty Queen – and some other ones.
oooooo – my back is achy…achey? meh.
Then JOHN. Blue jeans, burgundy shirt with horizontal thin stripes, 3 buttons by the top and a color, white undershirt. He’s beautiful up there. He’s 6’4″ and yummy, and talented, and talks to the crowd on a very “real” level. LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT. For anyone caring the line-up was:
Clarity
Bigger Than My Body
No Such Thing
New Deep
Something’s Missing
Wheel
Back To You
Split Screen Sadness
Your Body is a Wonderland
Come Back To Bed
Inner City Blues (with DJ Logic)
Why Georgia
encore
Home Life (solo)
Neon (with David David David)
83
I looked at Daaannnaa and said “I want him to play clarity first. THEN HE DID and we stood up and screamed our heads off. After that he said “Are you ready” and I looked at her and said “Bigger than my body” and I was right. I have my ways of sometimes knowing these things………….No Such Thing is the song that brought me to him, so of course I wanted to hear it. New Deep had a speech intro about just letting things be….pretty much, and everyone needs to just do their thing and get to where they’re going their own way at their own pace. Hadn’t heard that one live – so it was fune! Somethings Missing was shorter than normal – but sweet. Wheel required audience participation of which Dana and I were more than happy to assist with. Back to you was great! Split Screen Sadness ….first time I heard that one live – loved it. Wonderland – of COURSE, Come back to bed and John’s amAzing way with the guitar had girls crying, reaching, swaying, and smiling. A challenge moment from the sax player and John occured. BRILLIANT. I LOVE it when he does stuff like that. The sax player would play something, anything, and John copied it exActly – I hated it, I loved it, it made me sick with joy and love for his guitar skills. Inner City Blues was new to “me” I know it’s someone elses song, I don’t remember who……sorry….but John didn’t have an instrument for the first 1/2, that was fun, you could tell he wasn’t all that used to waltzing about with no guitar but he held the mic “correctly (hi kevin) so we could hear him and he walked around the stage and we all loved it. He closed the Show with Why Georgia – YAY, just YAY. Mid song he stopped and thanked us all for coming out, told us how much he appreciated us etc. Then walked off – of COURSE we brought we back out and he sat and did an acoustic version of Home Life. I melted, I got chills, I almost cried. In the middle he looked in one of the camera’s projecting out to 3 different screens as a visual aid – and just sorta talked as if talking to the girlfriend or the wife. Something like, he has to go away for 5 more months, and he wants to apologize in advance for being an a**hole on the phone and for the phone cutting out at the back of the bus. But that he’d return because she’s his whole life, his home life – um………yah. Dana called me with it, and it came out not too bad considering, part of it actually sounds like he called me – OF COURSE I LOVE THAT. It puts me in my heaven on earth mode. Neon was acoustic by John and a lil electric from David Ryan Harris – fun. And the show closed with the whole cast and crew playing 83. The guy who got me tickets last time in February was playing trumpet still, but Adam from the band I brought home had no luck getting a hold of him for backstage hook-ups or anything. So we left, I got a Tour Shirt, a Home Life shirt, and a John Mayer bag. Not like my purse Kevin, like a….a small gym bag or something – like a small laundry bag. It’s cute it’s fun, it’s John stuff.
I only text a couple people, I only called a couple people – I don’t really do the whole call someone during a concert, I dont’ wanna miss anything!!!!!!
To the hotel, then to TGIFridays for a late drink with the girls and we retired for the evening by about 2am. Woke up around 9:30am, had breakfast, went and sat in the hottub, then swam in the pool a bit. BEAUTIFUL day in Brea and the pool felt great. Then the drive home and I unpacked and ate dinner, dadda BBQ’d. LOVE THAT. And now I have to return to my normal boring life. I train more tomorrow for Starbucks, I was told to go in whenever I want, I think I’ll go in early enough to be done in time for the Riksters game.
Notes:
Kaza – see you in 5 Days!!!!!!!!, still dont’ know how i’m gettin out to NY with you, but we’re thinking happy positive thoughts!!!!!!!!
PB – how was the weekend with the uncle on the boat? Joo wear sunscreen? Joo burndeded????
B.E – Thanks for playing
Daaannna – Thanks for playing and driving
Mentor – thanks for the hotel room
John – Marry Me.
Right Now, everything you want is wrong
People:
John in July in T-2 days 18 1/2 hours…….I tend to write in here in the middle of the night. I was exhausted earlier. Slept for like an hour when I got home, got up for water and haven’t gone back to sleep. I think I just have stuff on my mind….so here goes
Kaza comes home in 10 days, yay! YOUR SPARE CHANGE IS NEEDED TO SEND ME TO GO BACK WITH HER FOR A WEEK. PG found a couple deals, both around $350 for a round trip ticket leaving from SLOville.
ps. kaza – we have to see Sapphire Moon and Sweeney Todd while your here
Plantboy may come and visit, come to skarieokie and stuff. That means everyone has to go to Sunset so he CAN meet everyone. More on that as it comes in.
Sapphire Moon Revisited opens next thurs 7/22, plays for 2 weeks. Thurs night, Fri night and Sat night
Relay-for-Life fundraiser/event/silent auction/BBQ/Car wash THING is Sunday July 25, 2004. Come by Sunset Dunes, tell your friends, email your ENTIRE address book, tell everyone at work. go GO GGGOOOOOOOO!!!!
Food:
I want Lemon Chicken.
Sides:
There are heroes, and enemies. Who are you? Can you be both? Do you wake up one day as a hero, and fall asleep as an enemy? Which would you rather be in a certain situation? This can go back to the mini talk about “Wicked” and who is REALLY wicked and stuff. I don’t know -go with it, it’s what’s on my mind right now. There are people in my life that I feel save it, sometimes they are heroes – sometimes they are enemies……..but are they MY hero and MY enemy?
Jobs:
Interviewed today for a receptionist position at a property managemnt place, thing. It was “fleh” as mahroomah says. I probably could’ve walked away with it if I was willing to give up my acting and performind and stuff. They want someone who wants to grow in the company into a whatever. I said I don’t want to be in a field or industry that DOESN’T allow room to grow, but it doesn’t mean that field looks like a desk Mon-Fri 8am-5p. So there was that. Starbucks called me and wants to hire me so I’ll go in friday to the new one in AG and fill out paperwork and stuff. It’s money, it’s SOMETHING and right now i need SOMETHING. I don’t know, maybe Im’ too picky,but there are somethings I will not do, and somethings I will not give up just to make some extra dough. right now, Who I am is more important to me than what I do.
songs:
“This is the day” ; The The
“Liberation” ; Pet Shop boys
“This Love” ; Maroon 5
“Honey and the Moon” ; Joseph Arthur
Suprised its not John? yah…….me too.
Other Things:
Laundry
Gym
My guitar
My wrists, and their CONSTANT popping
My left ankle that I rolled almost 2 weeks ago still hurts
My right knee STILL doesn’t let me do certain things – whatever. I hurt it in FEBRUARY
People I miss and haven’t seen for a while (other than mahroomah):
~ Shawn Jacques
~ Roger Rabbit
~ PG, haven’t seen her since I moved back, HI! – whatever….that’s a lie, she came closing night of Angry Housewives…… but STILL
~ Cortney, Randy & Caleb!!!!!!
Questions:
~ When someone says they “heart” you, what’s that mean? It’s different for different people isnt’ it? hhmmm……
~ How do YOU feel about nicknames typically used in a relationship? Like Honey, or baby, …stuff like that
~ When will I sleep an entire night through without waking up thinking about my life, the men in it, where I am, how I got here, and how i’ll get out?
~ What are you willing to do for someone you love?; You willing to give up something, or someone in exchange for this love?; or even give up something small to “prove” it?
And that’s all I got, maybe now I’ll sleep soundly and securely.
12 points to whomever figures out where the lyrics from the subject line come from
what what what? oh – nothing.
Welcome to July, the birthdays I have are:
7/4 Christian Moore
7/11 Caleb (Randy n Cortney’s)
7/13 Mentor’s 1/2 birthday though =)
7/18 Bobby Macik (bobby from Ohio)
7/20 Mahroomah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7/20 Michael
7/21 Step-Brandon
7/22 Colin
7/25 My cousin Jorelle
Did I miss you??? let me know!
And yes, welcome welcome welcome Mr. Loke – the Jimster, the Jimanator, or…….Just Jim (wink and nod) tacsec75 and if you don’t add me as your friend i can’t post comments, SO get with the program have a great day.
Peach (my computer) was being a bit sassy this day, well last night too and I stayed up til 2am trying to figure out why she wouldn’t connect to the intrenetty. Call up the wonderful Shawn Jacques and within MINUTES it is fixed. No, I don’t know what he did or said, or what he walked me through – but it worked and that’s all that matters. Twill be a great day
Phone is up and running, no phone numbers were transferred SO call me text me email me yours so I can plug it in-plug it in! have a great day
John in T-5 days and 6 hours 40 minutes. No, I can’t wait – but I will.
Good dream about him last night – NOTHING DIRTY so knock it off!! hahaha
Aiyani Mersai 