Aiyani Mersai

Yeah I have some stuff to “report” as it would be, but I’m too tired and this day NEEDS to end. On a lighter note, though she has not made an entry yet you can find kaza here…

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Catch you Kats later

I woke up this morning at 6am when an alarm went off. When I went in to the bathroom to brush me teeth, the chill of morning was on the green tile in the Pismo Beach apartment I stayed in last night, and I immediately woke up. We’ll call it a rude awakening. But let’s rewind a bit shall we?

I drove up to SLOville Thursday October 16, 2003 right after work. I dropped by Roger Rabbits house (wait for it……Gwydion82….(hope that worked) on the way to give him a cheering up trinket. A little Roger Rabbit figurine I told him to keep it with him and put it out on a desk or table when he needed a smile and when school was getting to him. And in return he allowed be to take care of his Original Roger Rabbit stuffed animal from the late 80’s. It’s all dirty and well used for a stuffed animal, so I totally appreciate it. Friends are Fun. (Fish are our friends not food). I got to my destination, changed my clothes hung out for a bit then called Seanah to see what she was doin’. When I asked her to come and play with me she paused and I’m sure it was like “but you’re 180 miles away” moment, so I said “come play with me at Milagro’s in SLO” and she was like “YOU’RE HERE!!!” It was fabulous. I picked her up and called BrightEyes (left a message) and went to SLO to watch Verditious play. I liked it. I’m kind of opinionated when it comes to what music I’ll tolerate when it’s live, you know? Like at least with radios or CD’s if it’s loud and screamy anyways you can still control the volume. BUT I really dug them!!!! Moments later a really-good-hair-smelling BrightEyes walked in and we all sat and hung out together for a bit. We were all so tired though we couldn’t stay much longer. We got there at 10pmish, and left by about 11:30pm. I took Seanah home and went back to Pismo Beach. I didn’t tell anyone I was in town really because I knew I wouldn’t have time to actually PLAY-Play, so I stayed at Neil’s house in Pismo Beach…………uh-oh??!!! “Who’s Neil!!!” Everyone says. Well I’ll give you a hint, Kevin called him Prison Boy and Seanah yelled at me for not calling her in 20 minutes because of him. If you don’t get it, back track and read some stuff of their’s and mine…..wait for it…..nahnnah and….karaoke_star33 Let’s just say he changed the Yoda thing to Princess Leia and then something else, and then something else, and something else. I haven’t committed to a nickname for him yet though. Nicknames BECOME, you’re not supposed to THINK of one to call someone. That’s boring! And we all know I am NOT boring. (And BrightEyes you’ll have email here in a day or 2 regarding the above stated, I told you I’d keep you posted)

So anyways I get to Pismo change into my jammies and go to sleep and the alarm went off at 6am……….VERY TIRED. But I woke up and the ….”chill of morning was on the green tile in the Pismo Beach apartment I stayed in last night, and I immediately woke up. We’ll call it a rude awakening.” He was out the door by 6:30 for work – contruction – and I was out the door by 6:50. I hopped in the princessmobile (which now by the way has a WAY COOL sticker that says “Wonderwoman” in SILVAH on the back, courtesy of Mr. Neil himself…courtesy of Pismo-Boy?….meh.) and took off for LA LA Land. I got gas at a local Shell – better gas mileage you know, and THEN was off. By Santa Maria I was exhausted!!!! ALREADY!!??? So I stopped in Buellton at a coffee shope called “Thanks a Latte” …..which reminds me of PePe from the Muppets – don’t know? Ask me. I got a Mint Chocolate blended something or other………I know it’s COLD why am I drinking COLD if it’s COLD, well I had the heater in the car by now!!!!……..and then drove home. Changed again and went to an audition for Chevy Automobiles. Callbacks are 10/22/03, we’ll see. It’s National so that would be cool, but I’ve trained myself to keep both feet firmly on the ground and stay focused because I’m at the beginning of this Journey. My mommie however was excited, probably more than I was – then again she IS my mother! Then I went to a place called Breakdown Services to drop of Pictures as instructed by “My Agent” (ps, I don’t really like to say that I feel a little snobby so I will call them by their names when they call me….”Cynthia” instructed me to take 2 pics to Breakdown Services) so that casting places and what not can see my pic and resume via the internet and whatever. So there was that, I got home by 1:30 feeling as though I’d accomplished enough for the day and took to a nap.

I slept on my couch for 3 hours. It was GREAT. I knew that if I went to sleep in my room I wouldn’t have got out of bed to go to work tonight. Also knows as “The Jungle Cruise” but most of you will know it as Mixed Nuts Comedy Club. I woke up at like….6pmish I guess and showered (FINALLY!!! hahahahahaha) and went to work, trained the new bartender, she’ll be there tomorrow too. Don’t know how she’ll do there she seems very frageelay….fragile. BUT not my problem, So I trained her today and crap and will train her again tomorrow and that will be IT for me and Mixed Nuts. Praise God! But ooooo, now I have to find another bartending job! Whatever.

And now it’s 2:05 I’ve been sitting at this computer for at least an hour doing whatever and I’m tired, so I will go now. Have a great weekend all, and I’ll write later, talk to you soon, and see you next week.

Catch you Kats later

EVERYONE SINGS!!!

Happy Birthday To You! Happy Birthday To You!! Happy birthday dear John…..Aiyani’s future boyfriend and husband and I saw you 5 times in concert and I remember Thursday August 15th 2002 at the Santa Barbara Bowl when you walked out at 5:17pm and talked to the 20 of us that were there that early because we waited in line for hours, and you looked at me and said “I love you too.”……Mayer Happy birthday To You!!!!!!!

I BAKED!!!! Last night I made Dark chocolate cupcakes with vanilla frosting and at 9pm (ish) Antoan and I each had one after singing Happy Birthday to John – afterall it was Midnight in New York!!! (Hi mahroomah did you find him yet? How ’bout OUR new home, find that yet??) I have to say also – I look FABULOUS today. I flat ironed my hair wearing a periwinkle shirt with a black knee length skirt that has periwinkle flowers on it, and my black “Sweet Charity” shoes. (hi mahroomah – again). And I don’t know if that’s how you spell Periwinkle – but you get the idea and as long as you understand me, we’re good.

I’ll remind you again about VERDITIOUS tonight at Milagro’s @ 698 Higuera in SLO at 10pm ish. Please go! You may be surprised, in a couple ways……

I would like everone to know how freagin’ hilarious Seanah Lebed is you must read her journals and let me see if I do this right…….. nahnnah …..and sorry if that didn’t work. She ABSOLUTELY cracks me up!!! If you need comic relief for AnY reason go read what she has to say.

I would also like to say publicly that I know those of you over the weekend that were only worried about me because you care that it does/did not go unnoticed. I appreciate your efforts, and I love you still – we’re just going to pass this now because as “adults” we’re allowed to drop things without overdoing it. Good Deal!!??

Thank you to everyone for your help with the whole code thing for Kaza, our friend Jax got her a code and she should be playing here with us SOON! YAY!! alaelfalieirasd;lkvajd;fwelakf;a!!!!!!!!!!

Now I would like to take a moment and let you read my FAVORITE song my John because it is his birthday, and following will of course – be my interpretation.

…Here come’s a cold. Break out the winter clothes and find a love to call your own. You, enter you. Your cheeks a shade of pink, and the rest of you in powder blue. Who knows what will be? But I’ll make you this guarantee, you see….No way November we’ll see our goodbye when it comes to December it’s obvious why – No one wants to be alone at Christmas time.

In the Dark on the phone, you tell me the names of your brothers and your favorite colors – I’m learning you. And when it snows again, we’ll take a walk outside and search the sky like children do – I’ll say to you….No way November we’ll see our goodbye when it comes to December it’s obvious why – No one wants to be alone at Christmas time. And come January we’re frozen inside makin’ new resolutions a hundred times, February won’t you be my Valentine? And we’ll both be safe til St. Patricks.

We should take a ride tonight around the town and look around at all the beautiful houses. Somethin’ in the way the moonlights on a black night can make you feel more. Everybody it seems to me, just wants to be just like you and me….No one wants to be alone at Christmas time. And come January we’re frozen insed makin’ new resolutions a hundred times, February won’t you be my Valentine? And we’ll both be safe til St. Patricks day.

St. Patricks Day; John Mayer – Room for Squares
Quite simply, this song could be about me. He “could” be talking to me, about me or whatever! And maybe that’s why I love it so much. It’s so simple and relationship related. You KNOW these are the questions you think about. And when a relationship is new around the holidays and you’re not too sure if you should invite them to family affairs or buy them a gift or whatever – just think about how beautiful your time together is….and appreciate it that way. Go for a walk, go for a drive. Just be.

I love John

Catch you Kats Later

“When sky blue gets dark enough. To see the colors of the city lights. A trail of ruby red an diamond white – handsome like a sunrise. She comes and goes and comes and goes like no one can.”

EVERYTHING today is funny somehow. I woke up laughing, I got to work and one thing reminded me of something else, which reminded me of something else that inevitably made me laugh. Feeling Good. I finally figured out Seanah want’s to kidnap Jason SUMABAT for SkarieOkie next saturday. PS. Rumor has is that is a Rocky Weekend next weekend, you are SORELY missing out if you chose to go that instead of playing at Sunset Dunes.

“Tonight she’s out to lose herself. And find a high on peach tree street. From mixed drinks to techno beats it’s always heavy in to everything. She comes and goes and comes and goes like no one can. She comes and goes and no one knows she’s slippin’ thru my hands – she’s always buzzin’ just like Neon Neon. Neon Neon. Who knows how long, how long, how long – she can go before she burns away.

Tomorrow is John Mayer’s Birthday he will be 26. I believe he’ll be on a plane going to far-away lands to tour and be back sometime in November, Yes – I will miss him. Thank you.

I’ve been emailing a new friend named Mark lately, no not “Mark Lately” just Mark…lately. I met him at SkarieOkie at Mothers Tavern a couple weeks ago. He has a band called VERDITIOUS. You can have a looksy by going here: http://www.verditious.com he’s very cool and from the sound of it I would LOVE his music. They are playing tomorrow (thursday, John’s Birthday) @ Milagro’s 698 Higuera at 10pm. Go check it out and tell me what you think.

“I can be her angel now. You know it’s not my place to hold her down. And it’s hard for me to take a stand, when I would take her anyway I can. She comes and she goes like no one can. She comes and she goes she’s slippin thru my hand she’s always buzzin just like Neon Neon. Neon Neon. Who knows how long, how long, how long she can go before she burns away, away.”

I working very hard at LAXHD today. That is the “code” for Embassy Su-ites Arcadia. I’m focused and not doing personal things like writing in my live journal. I also told bossman at Mixed Nuts that this weekend would be my last weekend working there. That I had to be gone to much and I wasn’t making enough money anways. I did offer to write down the ingredients though to new drinks and old drinks that he just didn’t know how to make, so it would be easier for him and his new bartender.

And then, there was Kaza. She is loving New York with a little homesickness of course. Apparently she lives in a shoebox with no closet – and if you know her at ALL you knwShe’ll get on here as soon as she gets a “code,” now I don’t know how to do that – but if YOU do tell me or send her one. AND she cannot access friendster if you’re on there so email her at kazakahn@hotmail.com cool? cool.

My Interpretation:
Neon; John Mayer – Room for Squares:
Well it’s not a song about John is it. Afterall he says “she” and awful lot. It’s this place of no commitment. A sort of fly-by-the-seat-of-my-pants sort of thing. And he may want to be apart of it, but he’s not sure how. But he’ll be apart of it any way he can. It’s like with life, you learn to color with crayons and one day someone says here use this now – and they hand you water colors. Well – you’re gonna have to learn how to blend and stay in the lines again; that is if you WANT to stay in the lines and even after the fact you’re still the artist right? So just go about things, buzzin like Neon or chase after those that glow with that Neon light and try to be a part of it. It’s really quite fun and addictive. What tools are you coloring with?

Catch you Kats later!

“I’m writing you to catch you up on places I’ve been. And you have this letter probably got excited but there’s nothing else inside it didn’t have a camera by my side this time. Hoping I would see the world thru both my eyes. Maybe I will tell you all about it when I’m in the mood to lose my way with words.”

The above, is a song by You know who……….John. It will continue throughout body of this entry, go with it – because it’s “so me.” It’s 11:29pm Sunday evening, I’ve been home for about an hour. Let us rewind to go over the weekend shall we?

It took me WAY too long to get to SLO this last friday. I arrived at my Dadda’s house in AG at about 8:30pm. Called Seanah and BrightEyes cause we were going to MerriMaker for SkarieOkie. So I change my clothings….and get the address to Seanah’s house. Umm……I grew up around here and still got lost in Shell Beach – Damn I was tired. She fed me veggies and tofu and some spicy non-mean patty thing……Good stuff. My mommie always made that stuff. So we’re off to Los Grosos. We arrive at MerriMaker and put in a couple songs, we were supposed to go and “bother” the “good group,” but none of them were there. It was like a highschool moment. Like these kids were always “better” than “us” in highschool and now that we could do something better it was time to give a little payback. BUT THEY WERE’NT THERE. So we sang for eachother and everyone else. There was a funny moment there when someone sang “How Do I Live” and I looked at the girls and interrupted their conversation by saying “Hey who sang this before what’s her name.” And without missing a beat BrightEyes said Trisha Yearwood sang this then Leanne Rimes redid it. I died of laughter, so few people actually UNDERSTAND my random questions and the randomness in which they were asked, but she did and it was AWESOME. By midnight we were over it and headed home. …………..I would like to take this time to say in an earlier entry I failed to mention Seanah in the Cambria Pines Lodge thing, hi, she TOTALLY drove my drunk ass back to BrightEyes’ car in Morro Bay and THEN BrightEyes drove me to Shell where Kaza was. Classic Drunk Aiyani moment, forget my designated driver thank you’s. Yeah, No deals – I know.

“Today skies are painted colors of a cowboy cliche. And strange how clouds that look like mountains in the sky are next to mountains anway, didn’t have a camera by my side this time. Hoping I would see the world thru both my eyes. Maybe I will tell you all about it when I’m in the mood to lose my way but let me say – You should have seen that Sunrise. With your own eye, it brought me back to life. You’ll be with me next time I go outside, no more 3×5’s”

Welcome to Saturday. I woke up and had lunch with PrettyGirl at Pepe’s we were both craving Mexican food and we had Margarita’s to go with it. It was only 11:30 or 12 or so, so why not start right? It’s after double digits!! Then we tootled around in downtown SLO for a bit, something I haven’t done in an EXTREMELY long time and enjoyed it all the same. By 2pmish I was at Bliss Day Spa for a 1 Hour massage. It of course rocked and was very relaxing. Then I was off to have dinner with Dadda his wife Terri and my brothers. We went to Buffet City in Santa Maria – um………REALLY GOOD CHINESE BUFFET and again, for someone who is a slave to her tastebuds you can imagine the sadness when my stomach was telling me “no more room!!!!” and my mouth was saying “oooooo more sweet & sour chicken please, eggroll anyone?” It was great. After the feast Smurf had a show (Ben, one of my brothers) at the Clark Center with Jason Sumabat of all people. (Side note: apparently Jason and David Running have adopted the Smurf and will be teaching him all those crazy things they do like with the throwing of sharp objects and playing with firesticks etc….of geez!) So he went there and I went to my dadda’s house showered and relaxed for a bit before SkarieOkie.