Aiyani Mersai

Allright everyone. This is your first reminder….I will be in SLOville Thursday October 2nd through the weekend. The main reason is to see Kaza’s fairwell performance as Fanny Brice in SLO Little Theatre’s production of Funny Girl, and attend her fairwell brunch Sunday afternoon, but aside from that I have no set plans. Do you want to play? Bear, this means you, and Daaaaaaaaannnnaaa you too! Give me a ring, drop me an email, or whatever. I shall see whomever I see when I see you…them…k?

Catch you Kats later.

Yeah, I’m just about over the whole Mixed Nuts thing. I don’t make any money and it takes over ALL of my evenings and the bossman gets sasssy when I ask for a night off. Whatever to that. I shall begin looking HARDER for a different bartending position. Until then I’ll deal with just what I have on my plate. You ever wonder about those metaphors??? “I have alot on my plate”….solution: buy new dishes! or …”you’ve made your bed, now sleep in it” ….solution: try the couch. I don’t know – that’s just how I feel. I found out today the Director of Sales at the Embassy Suites I’m working at is leaving after next week, and both sales manager are looking for other positions…apparently. Um…..I just came in to help with the revenue management stuff while the real one is out poppin’ a baby, I didn’t sign up for this. Not to mention it’s under renovation so I hear drilling all day and the guys moving all the stuff do nothing but stare when I walk by. And NO, this doesn’t mean boys like me. That’s not fair, the saying is “cute boys don’t like me” and when they do it’s for about 83 seconds, then they realize they don’t like me anymore. It’s really quite sad….hm……Maybe I’ll listen to depressing music when I go to bed tonight. No…I shouldn’t I won’t wake up to music, if I fall asleep to music. That ever happen to you? Like if you fall asleep to noise, you wake up to the quiet? Stuff like that. wierd. Well I suppose that can be it for now. I get up, go to work, come home, eat, change my clothes, go to work, come home, change my clothes hop online for a couple seconds then go to bed and do it all over again the next day. I have the life 8 year olds look up to I’m sure…..

New favorite saying “I’ll catch you Kats later.” don’t know why, it just….is

So. This is how this will work. You will see a name and this is the person’s “real” name. After that you will see a hyphen and what I call them, if there is more than one nickname this will be separated by a comma. Now, no feelings should be hurt in the event that you don’t have a nickname, it means that you’re name suits you just fine, and I like things how I like them. This also means you will not find your name on this list. Doesn’t mean you’re not my friend, means you’re not on this particular list though…k?… And no feelings should be hurt because yo DO have a nickname this is not because I don’t like your “real” name, it’s because I think calling you something else suits you to my liking. Make sense? allright -here we go.

Angela – Angelalorelolele
Anne – Bad Anne
Ben Mersai – Smurf
Brian Parker – Plantboy
Jeremy – YummyVoice, Jer
Leah – Punzy (sometimes….)
Candy Berryhill – mommie, themadre
Brandon Berryhill – Step-Brandon
Anthony Bersamen – Antoan (An-twon, not french like Antoine), husband
Dennette Blackwell – Dennetters
Samson Blackwell – Sammmmmmmmmmson
Stephanie Bowman – Mrs. Manager
Ian Brannon – Elon
Eric Brem – Charles (sometimes….)
David Brewer – DaveBrewer
Ryan Carr – boyfriend
Heather Champeau – Ferris (once upon a blue moon)
Jennifer Cousins – D
Tahirih – Tah-Ti (sometimes…)
Tristain Nathaniel Feit – SweetPea
Maria Garcia – PG, PrettyGirl, myotherroommate
Shawn Jaques – Jax (my social adviser)
Karen Kahn – Mahroomah, Kaza
Randy Lee Hose – Bear
Cortney Loshbaugh – MaMa!
Victor Lowrie – Sweet V
Scott Lueck – Mentor, Douglas
Robert Macik – Bobby, New Friend (yes he took Emily’s place)
Rik Mersai – Rikster, Rik-a-rama, Rik-a-nater, Rik-a-roo
Summer Mersai – hellomyfavoritesister
Jennifer Ruby – Jenr
Amelia Stephens – BrightEyes
Dana Stern – Daaaaaaaaaaannnna
Joshua Tacy – Roger Rabbit
Adam Theis – AdamfromthebandIbroughthome
Marc Ulrich – Marcster
Ruben Valdez – My Favorite Knight
Jeanene Valentine – Jean Ene Grrrr
Serenity Vance – Princess Junior
Teresa Walker – Walker
Ellen Wilcox – Pretty Ellie

Allright? We good to go now? As updates occur and people enter my life I’ll let you know. Have a good day

Apparently I’m hurting some feelings out there. I assure you it’s not intentionally, it’s actually a lack of effort on my part, I suppose. I have the people in my life that are apart of me everyday, a few really great friends, some new friends, some old friends, some acquaintances, and some people that are in limbo. I miss certain people that I don’t mention, I miss certain people that no one else even knows about. I am supposed to be this entertainment, this comic relief, this always full of energy, this light is supposed to come on when I enter the room – and I’m more than willing to be that on many occasion,however, What I think we’re missing here is that I’m also a person with other feelings than excitement or eagerness or crazy fun-ness. I have my moments of up and down and even side to side. I can’t possibly pour my heart out to EVERYONE if something is wrong. I won’t. I can’t possibly let EVERYONE in on EVERYTHING, it’s too difficult, it’s too much, it would be very hard. Maybe I will only ever act a certain way to someone, doesn’t make me fake, doesn’t mean I have this “front,” means that’s how I’m gonna act – right then, right there. And I won’t always open up to you, I’m not a book – well maybe a part of me is, but the rest just isn’t always opened to the public, the rest needs a place to just…..”be”….sometimes. Maybe I’m a little more down sometimes, maybe I’m really hyper sometimes, maybe I don’t want to talk, maybe I don’t want to sing. Just maybe these are things that should be taken into consideration too.

And I apologize if any of my friends have ever felt neglected, or time deprived. My time is precious and I DO want to share it with you, but I can only do my best.

You ALL are so important to me, it’s your support that I breathe and your smiles that I walk with, every day.

Well. This is the part where I wonder how to begin. I went home to SLOville this weekend. Didn’t tell anyone because I didn’t go up to play too much. I really needed to just be with my mom and see Kaza and PG. Yes….I snuck in a little time for some other kids but, I couldn’t play with everyone. I promise I’ll let everyone know when I’m up again to PLAY-play.
My good friend Sweet-V (no not sweetpea….that’s tristain/nathan) and I went to dinner friday night at Gina’s in Old Arroyo (or The Village)and went walked it off on the pier. He’s going to England 9/15/03 to study music. He’s been playing the Viola since he was 5 and I was lucky Sunday afternoon when he played just for ME at the park. (yeah yeah yeah Kaza….no plans at the time though- promise!)Then we just sat and hung out for a while. It was perfectly relaxing and calming and comfortable. Loved it.
Saturday I mostly hung out with my mommie again, watched Outbreak (member that movie?)and Notting Hill. Watched Two Towers too with the kids. Saw Roger Rabbit for a snippit of time saturday, watched Clerks and Mallrats. Never watched either one. Both pretty funny. He thinks I’m fun, I guess that’s good. (oh ps for some of you out there Joshua = Roger Rabbit = Gwydion82…yeah?)
The newest edition to the worldofaiyani.com (no it’s not a real website YET)……is Brian affectionatley known as Plantboy.
John Mayer’s new CD “Heavier Things” came out today. If you are a good person (like Daaaaaaannna) you now own it! If your poor or lazy – I understand it’s a “work in progress”, if you don’t want to get it – go away! Also DIDO’s new CD came out. Good song called White Flag on there.
Still at the Embassy Su-ites Arcadia and will be till I believe sometime in November. And yes, still at Mixed Nuts Comedy Club – looking to get another bartending job though – FAST! After that I think I’ll do a little temp stuff, got me by once before.
The John Mayer look-a-like never called me back. Oh well, guess I’ll settle for the real one! Did I tell you about that? Well if you want to know the story let me know. I’ll go over it with you.
I miss the following:
Hobees coffee cake and the mixture between their tea and coffee, going to see Rikster’s games, picking on Smurf’s friends, dadda’s cooking, mommie movie nights (don’t tell her it’s me!!) sister coffee moments, Mahroomah and sitting on the couch watching our favorite movies and Conan of course, PG and dinner, Jax and the long talks, BrightEyes and Kevin and Vickie for Skarieokie, ….Skarieokie in general. The simplicity of knowing certain things were and always be for sure, 1 freeway, green hills, SLO little theatre (go see FunnyGirl starring Mahroomah http://www.slolittletheatre.org or 805-786-2440) Dave’s Deli sandwiches, and the quiet. My mommie.
I don’t miss the following:
Dramatic boys, dramatic girls, stalkers, down right mean people (and Kaza you know who I’m talking about), the same stores, the same stories from the same people, the expectations, sad feelings of disappointment, being disappointed (then again, some things here can still be disappointing – oh well, that’s like kid) and I don’t miss the radio stations. The one’s out here are better. (Star 98.7 with Skip Kelly!)
My new favorite saying is “hu-uh, plush dolls don’t play with barbie dolls”

Thanks for reading, thanks for being apart of it, everyday you’re apart of something – get up and make a positive choice, and make something happen that’s worth it.

P.S. A nickname “key” will be released soon for those who get confused with who is who in the worldofaiyani.com

OH GOD! Mentor aka Scott aka Douglas…. and Jer aka YummyVoice took me out to dinner tonight at BJ’s Brewery. Knowing what I’m not supposed to eat – I cheated HORRIBLY. (and I have to take the calories with me roger…doh!) I had the artichoke and spinach dip with chips…well WE shared it – but if you know me…I ate it all! And Clam Chowder and practically an entire loaf of bread. THEN Chez Ravioli and we finished with a Pazookie!. Some crazy cool dessert, think…..Mission Grill = Sizzling Cookie! I can barely sit at my computer. However, it was a treat because I’m starting the new diet or eating habbits up again after this weekend. …And back to tonight we are also going to see The Italian Job with my friend Charlize! Can’t wait. Allright, I believe that concludes my thoughts today. I also was playing around on my guitar last night…..or the night before and (roger rabbit you’ll appreciate this) but I decided to open the song with a little “every town has it’s ups and downs…sometimes up’s outnumber the downs, but not in nottingham” and then I ended it with “a thrilling chase and wonderous place…for you and me.” I don’t know…it was fun just playing around. Um…ok bye. and Roger Rabbit, I’m sorry our conversation was so short last night – promised I’d watch Sex and the City with Anotan. BUT, I’ll make it up to you later. (minds clean people!!!!)

Well, well, well. What do we have here? This is a fun game isn’t it. I get to be apart of the livejournal family. I have nothing really cool to write at this time. But if you’re reading it, you were somehow told it would be here…so tell 2 friends, and maybe they’ll tell 2 friend etc. I shall begin the life jourey explanation on livejournal as soon as I’m done filling out preferrences and such and telling all my friends (you know all 4 of them)that they can enjoy my randomness here…at any time.

Are we having fun yet?