Aiyani Mersai

Birthdays in September:
9/4  Sweetpea
9/13  Bridget Devaney
9/17  Bad Anne
9/17  Donna Jones Sellars
9/21  Twin (Tina in Arcadia)
9/23  Brittany Halbur
9/25  Matt Lowery

Today went rather well.  And I have a new favorite drink.  For a few weeks I’ve been hooked on an Iced Venti 3 Pump white mocha, with 3 pumps of carmel syrup….this automatically comes with 3 shots of espresso.  And it’s been devine.  Today? This week?  The Carmel Cream Frappucino Affogato. Affogato meaning to float, as in a shot over the top of the drink.  Quite good, sweet, a dessert in a cup.  Kitten came in too (Jen Law) and Brighteyes.  Little confusion on your drink there B.E.  Sorry about that.  and After you left I realized what you were looking for. So NEXT time say you want an iced grande White Peppermint, and after they build it ask them to blend it.  The Frappucino’s don’t have espresso in them. However, the frap’s are like the most caffinated beverages we sell because they are made with double strength coffee IN the mix. BUT, yah – next “iced (insert size here) White Mocha with Peppermint THEN ask them to blend it.” sorry for the silliness.

I only got 4 hours of sleep last night.  I just wasn’t tired, it was wierd.  And I woke up, the normal amount of tired, but was just fine as soon as I got to sporting the green apron. 

Today I spoke briefly with someone I haven’t spoken to in awhile.  It was wierd when I heard his voice, I didn’ really know what to do or say.  So I said “hi” and he said hi like he knew it was me. Then I think I said “how are you” and he said Ok. and I told him I needed to talk to him this week and he said ok.  then there was this pause and I said – ok get back to work and I’ll talk to you later…?  and he said ok, talk to you later and bye.  I kind of wanted to cry, but I needed to get back to s.t.g.a.

Cynthia from Cavaleri called me last night at 10:45 telling me she had an audition for me tomorrow at 12pm.  I was like, um…..that’s not enough time to get my shift at work covered, and she just said ok – I’ll cancel it.  I know she doesn’t really get money unless i’m working, and I really hate missing auditions – but come on…..10:45 at NIGHT,,,….the NIGHT BEFORE my audition?  13 hours.  If I lived closer this would all be easier to deal with – but it’ just not.  All it does is remind me that I’m a failure and had to move back here and live with my dadda cause I can’t afford to live away from home, and it reminds me I’m poor, and fat and unsuccessful in my so called career-choice.

I’m supposed to have rehearsal for “the importance of pretending to be 18 with big knockers” and have NO idea where it is.  Called the director at like 3pm, and no call back yet.  If he doesn’t call soon, or at least by 6:30 – I’m not going.  I could at least LOOK at the script but it just makes me roll my eyes and hate that I agreed to do it at all.

I texted kaza last night, I think I’m going to get rid of some shoes.  I know I dont’ wear all of them.  and haven’t worn some of them for over a year – that is a clear sign that I don’t “need” them. 

I wish I could play songs like norah or sarah on my piano.  I wish I was creative, I wish I was more fit…..a work in progress – I know, but I want relults in ONE day.  I wish people wouldn’t over react, I wish for something very positve to happen to raise my spirits and have something good to look at or forward to

and now…….for food.

This last weekend was CRAZY.  Husband got into town around 6:30pm/7pm and hung out at my dadda’s house til I got done sporting the green apron.  I got home around 10:10pm.  We caught up on his drive and small things while I got ready for Skarieokie at the dunes.We got there around 11pm, so did Ro and Matty and Dave and Alice and Steve.  They used to all be roommates.  BUT it was fun hanging out and I got to drink!!! I got drunk and it was fun, it’s been awhile since I’ve had more then 1 or 2 drinks.  Michael took care of both Antoan and I.  We went to the new Mc’D’s by the outlet center where they RIGHTEOUSLY screwed up our orders.  You’d think that since we were the ONLY people there they would’ve got it.  I mean – there was NO ONE ELSE AROUND you’d think a double cheeseburger ketsup only wouldn’t be too difficult. but alas – it was.  DOH!

Sunday Husband woke me up to take off to my storage unit in Nipomo where his stuff was and we loaded up his truck and he left back to Utah and I went home and tried to sleep a little bit more.  Then after a long day shift sporting the green apon (s.t.g.a) I went up to Atascadero to Dave N Alice’s NEW house with amazing furninture and a crazy life size television.  it’s funny to see someone bigger than you on the television.  I ate, we drank we talked, we played board games and other games, truth or dare – and at 6:12am, we went to sleep.  Woke up at 10:30am ish, and i gotta tell ya at that point, I think I was still drunk.  Dropped off Ro and Matty in SLO and came home to try to sleep more. But NO – of course I couldn’t sleep.  Kids were yelling and playing, someone’s cutting the lawns and playing music WAY too loud – and not good music (not “my” kind of good music”) and parents yelling at the kids for yelling, so I slept like 1 more hour.  Then off to s.t.g.a from 4p-9p then home and hang out with Michael for a bit, then sleep. Sleep as long as I could.  Slept about 10 hours then s.t.g.a at 11:30am – 4:30pm today.  Now I’m home, feeling ok, lil hungry.  Not sure what I’m hungry for though.  Think I want a sandwich from Grand Deli……oooooooooo….MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmm

I disappointed someone I care very much about last week.  And contrary to popular opinion I’m not talking about kaza, though we’ve both had a pretty ugly time since she left last month.  Just misunderstandings, and being mean, me mostly but BESIDES that……….. 

Someone ELSE I care very much for, got very upset/disappointed in me.  Almost unable to talk to me, infact hasn’t in 3 days.  Not like him at all. Kinda makes me sad.  You know when someone says that your words are not a guarantee anymore, or they don’t know you anymore.  That’s sad.  It made me cry.  And if you’re reading this, I miss you and I love you still and I hope things get back to normal soon.  Because a one time hiccup in my life, does not need to be a permanent problem in ours.  I hope we talk soon.

What else?

The Importance of being Earnest….or The importance of playing an 18 year old with huge knockers is the title this week.  Found out the guy playing opposite me will turn 18 next week, but is also only available one weekend of the run.  So the director apparently will take over the second week.  Shorter than me – spikey hair/half bald look.  I gotta tell ya, the “almost bald” look, i’m not really into.  Choose one, you know?  I don’t mean that in a mean way – it just LOOKS REALLY WIERD. It’s all spikey on the top, like he tries to style it that way and it’s simply, wierd. And some of the dialogue that *I* use is about his “long curly” whatever flowy hair.  And it’s just wierd.  To me playing opposite this guy Larry is wierder than playing off the almost 18 year old I used to babysit.  I dont’ know why, it just it.  I’m not looking forward to this play, I dont’ know why I said I’d do it, and no one is invited.  Kaza?, member when we’d say “8 more shows!!” in countdown action for Crazy for you? it’s like that but WORSE, because I dont’ get to dance, or sing, or play with you.  I just don’t like it.  Again – no on is invited.  We’re throwing this together in 6 weeks?  I got my script last week and should be off book by the end of the month.  And I don’t feel motivated at ALL to even pick it up and try.  Hateration. 

This new girl at work talks too much.  She apparently worked with a green apron before, but she either didn’t stay with it long, or it’s been awhile since she worked with them.  She just talks TOO much, and she kept trying to ring under my number – and BIG no no. BIG NO NO.  bad bad bad, then she was constantly standing in the way and grabbing the wrong cups and writing things out on the cup cause she didnt’ know the codes.  K…..um…when I didnt’ know I stayed OUT OF THE WAY.  Which is what I wanted to keep saying.  “just get out of the way” it’s one thing to ask about how to make the drink, or “what’s the code for Mocha Frappucino” but don’t write out ….on a HOT CUP, then start steaming mile.  FRAPPUCINO is the BLENDED ONE.  hello??? And don’t volunteer add in’s or changes to the drink.  If someone says “I’d like a grande vanilla latte” that’s what they want.  Don’t ask back “what kind of milk? ….how many shots do you want in it?  Hot or cold?”  People know what they want, if they don’t THEY WILL ASK YOU!!!! I was getting SOOOOO frustrated and she wouldn’t stop her yap.  k – there’s that.

Dadda’s cookin som’m and it smells devine, I shall go see what it is, then see when it will be ready.

for those of you who are slightly lost on the title.  I need to listen to MORE John Mayer, and I need to see him again.  having terrible withdrawls.

And here I was thinking I’d be destined for something like Charlies Angels or Titanic or Moulin Rouge.

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Loke, CLEARLY we’re supposed to be very thin blondes, and is one of us supposed to be the guy? or can we stick with being the leading ladies?

Today’s my last day of mini vacation – I had 4 days off in a row from sporting the green apron. I’m pretty sure I’ll be there tomorrow THRU next thursday then on friday I’m taking Ro & Matty to LAX.  Which reminds me – this saturday is their last skarieokie excursion so we all should go (sunset dunes) and send ’em off correctly. 

I was recently cast in “The importance of being Earnest” with the Adobe Players.  I have the part of Cecily – the 18 year old.  It gets better. My “love” interest is Gregory Phillip Brown.  You don’t know who that is because he’s best friends with Smurf.  Which makes him like MY BROTHER.  Yah – a senior in high school, and he will be 18 in SEPTEMBER.  I’m not sure how I’m gonna pull this one off.  For those of you that say “that name sounds familiar” he was in Romeo & Juliet with the shakespeare festival this year.  I don’t know what roll he played though.  So THAT happened.  Did I mention Cecily is 18? That everyone refers to her as little and young child – did I also mention I’m the second tallest person in the cast, and the tallest female in the cast?  Did I mention I’m wearing a 40D?  K, that’s not very relevant some 18 year olds ARE big, but….Cecily should NOT be.  That’s what I think.

I hung out with Ro and Leah last night.  We had daquiris and stayed up til about….2:30 then Ro and I stayed up talking at her house til about 4am.  Time flies when you ramble on and your a lil tipsy.  Ro and I had a mini heart to heart about her leaving and I’m apparently the last one, so I better get out there soon.  I told her I think next year.  I’m gettin’ out there SOMETIME this year….hopefully in November. I know I think I just said October but I know I have to be here for certain things and the show and stuff.  SO, hopefully NOVEMBER!!!

Couple days ago I took out the clothes in my drawers and closet that I don’t wear, can’t wear, or by the time I can wear it – won’t.  It’s always cleansing to do that. 

and for those of you who remember my little kid voice:
“Hi, I’m meredith o’noke tabitha elise clarkee and I like rice.  I like all kinds of rice.  White rice, brown rice, rice cereal, rice cakes, rice-a-roni, rice crispy treats and especially the rice my dadda makes, it is magic rice”

for those who do not know or have heard meredith – remind me to show you when I see you again.  it’s not a big deal, just a voice I do.

I’m not hungry for once, BUT probably because I’m eating rice right now.

And then, if by magic up my return to my fathers house I turned Peach on and their was her F drive…… I Swear on everything that does NOT matter in this world that it wasn’t there hours ago – and now it is. 

That’s all I have to say.  We’ll see if it’s there tomorrow so I can watch Eddie whilst on the computer. hahahahaha Tonight some of us gathered at Camelot and watched another Eddie Izzard video then The Birdcage.  MAN I love the birdcage.  Kaza and I used to watch it seriously…DAILY then it became part of our language and soon we’d just watch highlights – but I still got it memorized. 

Judy?….now it should make sense that “sludge” means yes…..”jes it’s sludge I thought it’d make a nice change from coffee” yay for fun times.

I bought 2 bras yesterday.  Neither of which I particularly enjoy but the fit better than the ones I have.  both 38D’s and 40D’s were fitting differently yesterday.  I must have tried on over 50 bras.  If I could spend the $45 on a bra that fit perfectly and comfortably I would’ve bought the one at Victoria’s Secret – but alas, that is not the case.  And so….I suffer, and complain about it.  I have found that fo some reason the people who make bras in bigger sizes feel the need to I don’t know apologize or something.  All the bras up to a…..36C can be found plain with that thin foam layer ….not padding!! just a little layer to help shape and not show off the headlights when one is cold.  HOWEVER. all the bras bigger than a 36C have wierd patterns and seems and it’s just worse than wearing a smaller bra.  I don’t NEED funky ass seems going across my breast.  I don’t NEED funky ass patterns to make me feel better about having larger breasts….I NEED a comfy PLAIN bra that’s it.  I didn’t know I was asking too much with that. wah wah wah

Today Peach ( my computer) is being wierd.  All of a sudden she doesn’t say she has an F Drive.  This is my DVD Rom drive thingy and it’s just not working.  I tried cleaning it but then when I looked in “My computer” it didnt’ even show I HAVE an F drive.  No deals.  I tried a couple things, but you know I’m no wiz.  I know I’ve fixed something like this before but I can’t remember anything!  I called tech support.  20 minutes into the conversation they wanted to transfer me again ask my name and phone number again then tell me it will be $40 for the tech support or I can extend my warranty for $75.  I just rolled my eyes and said “so you’ve made me wait 20 minutes to talk to 2 ppl and tell you my name and my address and phone number a gagillion times already to “verify” who I am and all I’m getting from this is you want MORE money from me? No thanks” and I hung up.  Too frustrated to deal with foreign accents that have to explain things slowly because they can’t speak english well.  Today I’m racist I guess.  If I freagin’ press 1 for english I sure as hell better get someone who can speak english and answer my questions.  I don’ want them to memorize one thing and keep repeating it to me, I want them to talk to me and help me figure out the problem.  OVER IT. 

so yah – anyone who wants to help trouble shoot that, your assistance is welcomed.  If nothing comes of it I just can’t play DVD’s on my computer anymore. wah wah wah again.

Kaza hasn’t returned any of my texts lately – I can only imagine why. 

I was supposed to go to La La land this weekend which is why I had requested the days off from sporting the green apron.  But a “combinations of factors really” I was unable to go. wah wah wah – however.  I had a pretty good weekend anyways.  Michael and I went to Hobees for breakfast at like 1:30pm on saturday.  Then we went bra shopping, poor guy.  Ran into Daaaaannnnaa and her boyfriend Marcus at Mervins.  We were going to go to the movies with them at 4:15 so that was a fun lil suprise to see them then as well.  Shop shop shop, try on try on wah wah wah.  Nothin’. Michael and I take the bike back to his house and hop in the car to meet up with Daaaanna, Marcus, Jack 2004 and his friend.  We saw Open water. 

Enter princess aiyani review here:
OPEN WATER opens the audience to the life of a couple going on vacation.  The texture of the film is kind of like that of the Blair Witch where perhaps the idea was to make you feel like it was more real.  It had that homemovie quality….or lack there of for that matter.  So the couple goes on vacation – where we don’t know and they sign up to go on a scuba excursion.  First we get to see the girl fully naked and then tell her man she’s not in the mood.  Then we get to see him kill a bug in the middle of the night. bored yet? So we finally get to the excursion, the adventure.  People jump off the boat and go scuba diving and they are to return in I think 35 minutes or so to go back.  Someone miscounts and the couple we are watching are left behind.  Floating floating floating.  Getting tired, getting nautious (sp?), getting hungry getting cold.  All those things are already reasons why I don’t go in the ocean.  Once in a while we are told what time it is.  And they are just out there floating with the tide.  The 2 run into little problems and bigger problems.  How would you spend your time floating in the ocean?  Apparently some lose it and scream out how unbelievable it all is and blame someone else for the problem.  Why blame? why go to that?  You’re both stuck out there right? I don’t know.  I guess I’d sing as many John mayer songs as I knew and play movie quote game.  but then again – the cold and little problems that sting and hunger may effect me differently.  Again – reasons I wont’ go in the ocean.  Music only once in a while is a slight build up to what is always nothing.  You want to see what’s going on and you only get a glimpse once in a while.  I’m not ruinning it anymore than the trailer does by saying the couple end up being surrounded by sharks.  Wonder what happened?  I’ll tell ya if you WANT to know, but for those who WANT to see it?  I dont’ recommend the theatre not even a matinee, maybe rent it or have someone else rent it and watch it then.  Meh – maybe even wait til its on TV, it looks like it’s made to be there anyways.  This girl? Doesn’t need to see it again.  Only scary parts are what you can’t see.  In way sometimes thats better.  Not seeing what you’re afraid of.  A quote from this film is “I don’t know if I’m more scared to see them or to not see them”…….something like that.  The guy answers – seeing them.  I mean as long as they don’t touch you and you don’t see them…the sharks are not really there right? well – whatever you like I guess.  To sum up.  First 20 minutes is an acompolation (sp?) of things that may have happened on random vacations to the writer or director.  The water DOES get boring and yah – people can get hurt out there. The lesson? Don’t scuba dive on a random cheap tour.  Know EVERYONE you’re with and take more than a head count – check off names.  The question? what would you do if you were alone in the middle of the ocean amidst a school of sharks with no hope of surviving?

end review.

So we saw that then Dana, Marcus, Michael and I went to Maidenform for Daaaana and I to continue the bra trying on.  I bought one there.  $4.29  can’t go too wrong I suppose.  I mean …it DOES fit. whatever.  Then it was to Target – spur of the moment dealy and that was fun as well. We all had dinner at hudsons and I dropped Dana and Marcus off at their car around 10p and headed to skarieokie for the rest of the evening.  Sang….By Your side (Sade) Bring me to life, and I dont’ wanna miss a thing.  Have I mentioned lately that if Kevin sings WITH me I KNOW I sing better.  And not so much to pat my own back, I know I can carry a tune – but it’s somehow more alive and more exciting and entertaining if Kevin is singing with me.  Thanks Kevin…..member YOU are the GOD. I am just a mere princess.  =)

Kaza just text me “send me an angel”………oooooooooo –

I’m starving and from the looks of it…right on time.  My tummy’s been upset all day and kind of last night – so it will be nice to eat and hopefully not feel like I’ll toss it up.  Jax, sorry we couldnt’ play this day.  Brighteyes maybe I’ll see you later this day at your house for movies.

Thank you food.

I had lunch with the Angry Housewives this day.  Lovely.  We have so much fun together, we’re going to try to meet every couple of weeks for fun time. Natalie called it a fortnight – don’t know if that’s how one would spell it, but there ya go.  And I apparently love run on sentences.  THEN Natalie accompanied me to Victoria’s Secret to look at bras, I need a new one. Here’s a lil boob history for you:

Growing up, no boobs and in one summer BAM 36C.  All my life 36C last year I became a 38C – I said to myself, NO BIGGER its not pretty becauase it just means the rest of me is getting bigger too.  SO I’m at Victoria’s Secret and saying I need a full coverage plain bra and I didn’t know what size.  I didnt’ know if I should try 38C or 40C, I mean all bras fit differently you know.

So this girl measures the girls…………40 D…….. is what she said to me.  WHAT!!?? I exclaimed with full volume, followed by “I’m a D????” and it echoed in the store and either made some boys and girls jealous or just plain annoyed.  Quite simply if I’m a D, it means I’m still fat if not fatTER.  I know people say “but your proportioned” uh……….yah like 4 times larger than I should be though. No deals.  It was a $42 purchase, needless to say….I didn’t get it.  I’ll deal with the bras that I have don’t fit,  and go to Target or something for new ones.  I dont’ care.  I can’t spend $42 on a bra.  Can’t do it.  BUT I was going to use a $25 gift cert my dad’s wife gave me, and they told me it expired.  EXPIRED???!!!! Since when did MONEY have an expiration date.  I had to get going otherwise I would’ve put up a bigger fight, but that store and Victoria’s Secret headquarters will be getting a letter from me.  I KNOW that’s not legal.  Money can’t expire, it’s proposterous (sp?) and ridiculous. 

So that happened. 

I’m taking Body Combat and Yoga this night, then I know Loke wants all to go to skarieokie at Harry’s – Ill probably go even if for a little bit.  I have to be in bed no later than 11:30 as I sport the green apron tomorrow at 7am.

For Kaza,

each time you’d pull down the driveway
i wasn’t sure when i would see you again
yours was a twisted blind sided highway
no matter which road you took then
oh you set up your place in my thoughts
moved in and made my thinking crowded
now we’re out in the back with the barking dogs
my heart the red sun
your heart the moon clouded
i could go crazy on a night like tonight
when summer’s beginning to give up her fight
and every thought’s a possibility
and the voices are heard but nothing is seen
why do you spend this time with me
maybe an equal mystery

so what is love then is it dictated or chosen
(handed down and made by hand)
does it sing like the hymns of 1000 years
or is it just pop emotion
(handed down and made by hand)
and if it ever was there and it left
does it mean it was never true
and to exist it must elude
is that why i think these things of you
i could go crazy on a night like tonight
when summer’s beginning to give up her fight
and every thought’s a possibility
and the voices are heard but nothing is seen
why do you spend this time with me
may be an equal mystery

but you like the taste of danger
it shines like sugar on your lips
and you like to stand in the line of fire
just to show you can shoot straight from you hip
there must be a 1000 things you would die for
i can hardly think of two
but not everything is better spoken aloud
not when i’m talking to you

oh the pirate gets the ship and the girl tonight
breaks a bottle to christen her
basking in the exploits of her thief
she’s a very good listener
maybe that’s all that we need
is to meet in the middle of impossibility
we’re standing at opposite poles
equal partners in a mystery
(handed down and made by hand)

we’re standing at opposite poles
equal partners in a mystery

-Mystery; The Indigo Girls

I just thought it fit. 

I’m gonna go eat now, as always – I’m now hungry.

I took a step class today at PBAC.  I’d like to think that I am an all around sort of good catcher-onner…..make sense? I’d like to think that I pick up things rather fast and I have taken step classes many times in the past.  THIS WAS CRAZY.  This teacher was all over the place, she didn’t repeat anything – she kept saying let’s add this or that on to the routine, but the routine kept changing too. AND she wasn’t calling somethings the *right* things, or how I learned them, and she was making up all kinds of stuff.  No deals.  I’m sure I’ll go again because it will make me go, but she was wierd.  – So that happened.

I don’t net my CAR payment in 2 weeks sporting the green apron part time, so I called GMAC today and got a couple more weeks to send it in.  This will have to happen just 2 weeks at a time.  I love living paycheck to paycheck – it’s refreshing and keeps me on my poor-ass toes.  Yah. Doh! And I’ll pay my August membership this friday and my september one two weeks after that.  It’s nice when people will work with you and not hastle you for a gagillion dollars.  you know? 

Ro and Matt leave on the 10th of Sept, I’m taking them down to LAX that friday and coming back up on saturday.  Supposed to try to get to NY – I just don’t know how it’s going to happen, I start saving money then have to buy somethign like a battery for my car.  Or I dont’ know – Car insurance. Things always cost money WHY!!??NO DEALS.  I don’t want to keep pushing the NY excursion back or away for that matter but I gotta tell yah – I make barely enough for gas in my car for 2 weeks and my so called bills.  The Bills however are not as many as they use to be they are:

Car
Car Insurance
Cel Phone
Storage
Gym

Al together? No, not more than $450 but you work 20-25 hours a week sporting a green apron and see how you do.  I don’t buy ANYTHING I don’t need.  I “treated” myself to some more apricot face scrub, I’ve missed it and the exfoliating (sp?) action makes me feel pretty.  So there’s THAT.

uuhhhhhhmmmmmmm……..Supposed party at Jason’s house this friday to say goodbye to Josh.  Pretty Josh from Oh so Quiet in Sapphire Moon.  hahahah – kaza and I were like …”he’s so pretty” when we first saw him.  I may or may not be present – I’m going to La La Land this weekend to visit a few friends and take a break from SLOville/AG and all the surrounding small cities.  Funny I use to look forward to coming up here every weekend when living in BLurbank, but it’s nice to escape from any place you call home right? right. I’ll be back sunday of course – to continue the green apron adventure on monday and for the rest of my life probably. 

I had a terrible week last week.  TERRIBLE. Got really really REALLY REALLY mad at 2 people in my life, for different reasons but it just became so overwhelming.  I was told when I “lashed out” that I needed to consider others and look at from someone elses point of view – I responded with I only had room for my thoughts and feelings without walking around in someone elses shoes.  A part of me just wanted to disconnect from everyone. And though I’m ready to move on from this, I don’t think I need to apologize because THAT’s how I felt – and those are valid. right? right.  I know I need to work on some things, but it will be for ME and not anyone else.  – ps. if you’re reading this and you’re one of those 2 people, there’s nothing between the lines here.  I feel calm right now and believe I am making sense.  Thank you moving on.

I’m hungry right now – I think every time I write in here I’m hungry or end up getting hungry.  I really want a sandwich from Grand Deli (used to be Dave’s Deli, and before that was Port of Subs – BEST SANDWICHES….EVER!!)  But I won’t get THAT – no mula.  Oh the joy, oh the fun.  Michael and I are going to watch Monsters Inc this day so I better get there so I can get home with enough hours for sleep mode before the green apron at 7am tomorrow. 

AND – what’s “reservoir dogs” about?

AND – what do YOU get at Starbucks

AND – what kind of coffee do you like…Bold? Smooth? Mild?

have a great day